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BPUR · EssaysSaturday, 7 February 20261 min read

Still Here

Paradise by Nilüfer yanya

It’s my birthday.

No grand speech today.

Just gratitude for breath, growth, and quiet resilience.

This year stretched me in ways I can’t fully explain yet.

I’m still processing it.

Still learning what stayed.

Still understanding what left.

If nothing else, I’m proud that I didn’t disappear.

That I kept showing up — softly, imperfectly, honestly.

Happy birthday to me.

That’s enough for today.

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